I’m a miracle apparently…..

It’s a rainy day here in the UK today. I actually really like it. It’s refreshing and feels like starting a new and there is so much to be thankful for. We returned from Frankfurt on Friday night after being offered an earlier flight by BA. Thank you! It was nice to get back just […]


A post by Bear….

Hello, its Bear, just a picture of me too so that you know its me.  I wanted to talk to all the friends and family. Living with canSer takes a lot of adjustment and understanding and from all of the brave ladies that I talk too, something becomes very clear. Firstly they are all the […]

Supplements.. It’s a minefield

There are many supplements that I have taken over the last three years since I was diagnosed with incurable canSer. It is a minefield but as you can see from my website I have listed the ones that I feel are beneficial and have added their benefits. The thing is I wrote that three years […]

I met an angel….

Whilst in Duderstadt last I was sitting having the infusions and a lovely lady came in asked me if I was English. She began talking to me in detail about herself and who she was. Her name is Raquel and she works alongside Dr Nesselhut by helping his patients who travel from Portugal and need […]

Scan results just in….

Well, well, well…. I did not expect that. Today I finally got the scan results from the scans I had a few weeks ago at the Churchill hospital, Oxford. Actually today has been very good in many ways. I have had many distractions today prior to getting to hospital and also whilst at hospital. This […]

Feeling better….

Friday again… Where do the weeks go? We have been to Germany and back yet again, this time to Duderstadt to have treatments at Dr Nesselhuts clinic. Literally on arriving at our hotel I had a message to go straight to the clinic. I got straight over and there and had an infusion of nivolumab. […]

TACE twice in two days…

Right now I am sitting in a restaurant at Frankfurt airport, having had two, yes two TACE treatments back to back. I have plenty of time to use as we bizarrely had a stroke of luck at the hospital. I don’t know if it’s from my incessant emails and complaints the last time I came […]

Another milestone……

Another great weekend passes and I have been living it up in London with my mum and sister. We met in London to celebrate mum’s birthday. I feel like I have been flying by the seat of my pants these last few months and there is still a lot to come. As I mentioned in […]