I had a call on Friday afternoon from Nichola at the Gamma Knife centre. She explained in huge detail what had happened at the MDT last Monday. She described how they saw my images and all of the doctors present were ‘astonished’ at my results. Only two months earlier there were four lesions present but now there is only one tiny one present in the frontal lobe, which qualified me for gamma knife treatment. She said most of the doctors, all except Dr Plowman, were not ‘fans’ of whole brain radiotherapy. Apparently it takes up to six months for whole brain radiotherapy to really have full effect. Nichola said she could understand that must be very frustrating. Anyway they would like to do the gamma knife treatment this Wednesday! Argh! Sometimes it is a case of be careful of what you wish for, because as much as I know this is really important and I want nothing more than to be free of brain tumours, the fear of having the treatment is daunting. As usual I am probably over thinking it, but knowing I have to have a head brace that punctures my skin in my head to be fixed in place fills me with horror. I do have local anaesthetic before they fit the head brace. Then there is of course the MRI machine and being strapped in the there with a head brace for about half hour or more. Gulp… I’m being a pansy. I know it will be fine.
Tomorrow I have to attend a pre assessment appointment when I can ask any questions and get the ‘heads up’ on all the info before my procedure on Wednesday. It’s an early start on Wednesday. We leave home for around 5am and start having the treatment at 7am. So it’s a busy week ahead as I also have a CT scan booked on Friday at my usual hospital. Then next week if radiology are kind to me, I will get my scan results at my clinic appointment.
This weekend passed in a flash and Pete and I had such a busy jam packed time. Doing what? Gardening and house chores. Sounds grim? Not for us. I love the feeling of achieving something and our courtyard is beginning to look a little bit Tuscan. That’s our aim…We just need the weather to match!