Day Four..

After a weird nights sleep (I think I took too many amino acids too close to bedtime) we got up early to train in the gym. I always feel so much better for making the effort. I then go to the clinic early as we were having a lecture on foods. To begin we were […]

This is Bear…..

Hi this is Bear,    I started writing this as an email to Tom, whose loved one is a survivor, but as Claire is feeling a bit under the weather I thought I would step in and make it a blog for all the Bears. Husbands, lovers, brothers, sisters, children and friends who are helping […]

Headaches…..

Today is the dreaded MRI and CT scan. Why dreaded? Well it’s obvious really… I won’t know the results for a few weeks but right now all I can think is, ‘Please, make this bloody headache go away!’ I am not so concerned about the cough, although maybe I should but I never expected to […]

Better when I am not thinking about it….

It’s been an up and downy few days. Ever since I got back I have continued to have head aches and whilst I don’t think there is anything serious to worry about I had to mention them to my oncologist. I also mentioned this cough of mine. Prof Harris doesn’t think there is anything sinister […]

Flying visit to Duderstadt….

Side effects have really been getting me down the last week. At least that’s what I hope they are. A constant headache and that bloody nagging cough. I have completed the il2 round 6 and the new imm101 jab has been gradually getting bigger and had now decided to get oozy. The weekend was lovely […]

It keeps life exciting, eh?

I honestly don’t know where the time goes. I was thinking the day before we left the villa that I was going to leave a lovely parting message and my thoughts on the three weeks that had passed. But before I knew it we were on the road travelling hundreds of miles to get back […]

Four days left…

I’ve had a lovely morning so far… I’ve done my morning rituals best I can whilst being away from home. Coffee enema, nebuliser, taken all meds and supps and more. I am feeling pretty good. I am still avoiding green juices however the last few days I had an epiphany. In the place of juice […]

The Bear is back…

Another five days have passed. Time flies when you are having fun! The week flew by actually and I have had more friends arrive and my step son leave. And at last the Bear is back! It’s been an interesting week. I am not the most confident person on the roads abroad and this last […]

What to report from my floating lilo?

It feel like it has been ages since I last blogged. I’m not ignoring everyone I am just simply having too much fun living and relaxing and being away from home and out of routine. I’m into my second week away and it already feels like I have been here an eternity. Friends have left […]