It was the first day of the injection yesterday. I collected my il2 injections as usual from St George’s. This time it was different. The lady that was giving them to me happened to ask a research nurse for some alcoholic wipes for me. The nurse objected to the lady giving me the injections as they had to be handed over by a qualified nurse. That led us to trekking across the hospital to the oncology ward to an unsuspecting nurse there that had no idea what to do. I asserted myself and said all you need to do is ensure I am that person stating on the package. Luckily I blagged it and get out of the sharpish. I am sure the research nurse meant well but come on… I have done it five times already!
I did the injection earlier than normal and started to feel the effects at about 8pm. I tanked up on paracetamol and then hoped I would sleep. I awoke about midnight and felt a bit iffy and waited a while before taking more paracetamol. I slept quite well and woke surrounded by fur; the cat and teddy bears that Pete had put in his place. It was lovely.
I dragged myself from bed and got on with my day as usual. I have a busy one today as we leave on Friday for a little road trip. We will be away a while on vacation in France. I am sort of looking forward to it but I find preparing everything a strain on my brain! And I am starting to worry about leaving the kitty behind.
I read up again on the side effects of il2 and why I feel like I do. It says that whilst taking it I could have lower blood cells than normal making me susceptible to infection. The ailments I feel such as aching, fever and generally crappy, are all perfectly normal. I also had a racing heart and on reading, notice that is also a side effect. I think like everything it is accumulating and the side effects come quicker and last longer. Prof D did say that I could reduce the dose myself but part of me thinks it must be working so stick with it.
What I would really like to do over the next few days is…nothing. I want to lie down and watch TV and then read some magazines. I know I will be able to do that soon but I don’t want to spend my holiday lying down the whole time. I like to be active and sight see.
I have been using the nebuliser today again with a combination of distilled water and bicarbonate of soda. It kind of tastes odd and sometimes takes my breath away but I want to keep going with it. In fact I am going to have another hit of it now to finish of today’s dose.
After Thursday I won’t be having any further injections for about a month, due to being away and timings. I feel a bit apprehensive but hope that some time away with family and friends will be enough medicine for me.
As we are driving I am taking everything that will benefit me such as my juicer, nebuliser, yoga mat and more. I hope it all fits in the car!
I can’t wait to spend time with my Bear… Happy thoughts. X