You gotta have faith!

The journey from home to Hanover to Duderstadt was seamless (as I always say, like a well oiled machine!)

It’s funny when you live in the present- fear and worries disappear. The weather has been bright and the German countryside looks amazing. It feels a bit like home; same faces, same hotel.

Pete was waiting for me after my treatment and said that something odd had happened. He seemed really stirred up and emotional. The lady who runs the coffeee shop (who gave the angels to me- we shall call her the ‘Angel Lady’ from now on) approached him.  Now I am not mad, crazy and I am not a total airy fairy nutter but I do believe in energy and I am open minded. Pete is less spiritual (no surprise there especially with the hardships he has encountered throughout his life).

Pete said to the ‘Angel Lady’, “The angels are working” (because I am feeling so well). She said, ” How do you know they are working?…” Pete replied, “Sorry?” She said, “Because you don’t pray enough to your angels.” Pete said,” Which angels?” The Angel Lady replied, ” You have two angels and your wife has three.” Pete was now a bit confused and asked, “How do you know that?”. “Because I can see them”, she said. (Boy I’m never going feel the same going to the loo again!) Pete asked, “Are they people that I might know?” He was thinking about his mum and dad. She said, “Of course you know them, they are with you all the time”, which didn’t sound like someone he’s known but a presence in his life. The Angel Lady said,” They’ve told me your wifes’ going to healthy again but you have to pray more. (But she didn’t say to God) “They are not happy that you don’t talk to them but the big thing is that you have to keep your faith. Faith is the key. Do not lose your faith”. This was strange as we had a conversation the night before that both of our belief was struggling. Pete said it felt like she had spoken straight to his soul. One line keeps ringing, ” I know for sure she will be healthy”. She said it in such a way, like it was obvious. The Angel lady then walked away.

Pete left feeling moved and a bit mad all at the same time. The thing with this kind of thing are the signs- whether you look for them or just think they are coincidence as I’ve said before. Just as he was walking up the road to meet me two dragon flies flew over his head together.- what are the chances of that?!

This story did move me- of course it did. I don’t want people thinking I’m losing my mind but it made me think of a ‘strange’ sight on Sunday.

Travelling home from the weekend three white doves were sitting in the road and flew away right in front of us. Pete said even then ‘How strange – Why would there be white doves on the A34?’ At the time I thought it odd and wondered what sign it could be but questioned if it was for meas Pete and two friends were in the car and why should I assume it was a sign for me? Or was it nothing at all?

Now I’m thinking- wow… my three angels were showing themselves? I was having a really tricky day doubting my faith …

Believer or not I’m not taking any chances. I’m praying baby!

Pete says that he has seen many things around the world. Incredible feats of strength and achievements purely because the individual was motivated and believed they could do it. The power of the mind -and maybe this gives new meaning and different view of Point Two of the Ten Point Plan- Mental Strength.

For now I’m going to get Pete to start praying to his angels and I’ll sing ‘Faith’ by George Michael to myself! 🙂 X

SAS training for cells

I said Goodbye to Duderstadt today after finishing two sessions at the clinic. My first session was another oncothermia treatment with ionised oxygen then I returned later for the vaccination of dendritic cells. I must admit I was apprehensive as I was keen to know how many cells they had managed to make. As usual Dr Nesslhut (Junior) was as calming and fun and discussed my blood analysis with me.

The dendritic cells were injected into my arm not my vein. There are two areas of the body that are most responsive, they are the skin and the stomach. These are the two areas that are most likely to come under attack- through touch or swallowing something. The ideal range of dendritic cells to have a positive effect are between 3 and 20 million cells. I had 16 million so not bad eh?

Here is an explanation in terms that may be easier to understand of what the DC cells are going to do. This was dictated to me by Pete so has his slant on things. Anyone that knows him will find this typically ‘him’. 🙂

The white blood cells have been primed(SAS training for cells) with NDV and cultivated for 7 days. They are now like the SAS. They have two jobs; 1. To recce the body for enemy and 2. To train my local soldiers to do their jobs well. Once they finish the recce, they’ve marked all the targets on the map, they then call for the artillery (my killer cells- K Cells) who will attack and destroy the tumour. Unsurprisingly my K cells are a bit low- probably due to chemotherapy. So I now have time whilst the SAS are doing their  job, to build up the artillery. The best way to build up K cells is through specific mushrooms; Shiitake and Coriolus. This conflicts with the alkaline diet but is more of a priority and I’ll just have to wok harder at the erst of my alkaline diet. to compensate.

Booked further appointments for next month then hopped in our trusty stead to head for Brugge for the night. Sadly, the roads were completely messed up and it took us about 7 hours to get to Brugge. So tried.. off to bed.