2015 Bring it on!

Todays’ New Year’s Eve.and thoughts go to.. Will I be here next year? Will you? Does that sound negative?  Depends on your frame of mind. I have just spent the day on holiday in Antigua with my man and strangers. I laughed, contemplated, was just pain lazy, and looked dreamily at my bear hoping for […]

PDL1 negative….

The weekend is looking exciting with German Christmas markets to enjoy. The only issue is a storm heading in to cologne.. Boo… I have received confimration from St Barts that my tumour sample does not express the protein for pdl1, however they are still interested in me going to see them next Thursday as I […]

Side effects again dominating….

Last night I had the second il2 injection of round five. I tell you, the side effects get worse. By 8pm I had full shivers and felt rubbish. I gobbled up paracetamol again but they didn’t have the same soothing effect. I went to bed in a pickle. Thankfully though I did kind of sleep. […]

It’s all about the money…

I have been having such a lovely week. Slowly clawing my life back together again, I think. I have exercised these past few days and boy do I feel it. I mean, I am doing light exercise; 20 minutes of yoga and then some boxercise. I am aching all over! I didn’t realise how unfit […]